unspokenmackenzie2:

Maybe..

nicholasinski:

Starships, Nicki Minaj

enchanting-lyrics:

Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade

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lovequotesrus:

Photo Courtesy: the-st0ry-of-us

alllons-y-alonso:

The Memory- Mayday Parade

She is everywhere I go
Everyone I see
Winter’s gone and I still can’t sleep
Summer’s on the way
At least that’s what they say
But these clouds won’t leave

Walk away
Barely breathing
As I’m lying on the floor
Take my heart
As you’re leaving
I don’t need it anymore

This is the memory
This is the curse of having
Too much time to think about it
It’s killing me
This is the last time
This is my forgiveness
This is endless

Now spring has brought the rain
But I still see your face
And I can not escape the past
Creeping up inside
Reminding me that I
Can never bring you back

This is the memory
This is the curse of having
Too much time to think about it
It’s killing me
This is the last time
This is my forgiveness
This is endless

This is endless
Someone help me
‘Cause the memory
Convinced itself to tear me apart
And it’s gonna succeed before long

She is everywhere I go
Everyone I see
But these clouds won’t leave

I remember when this song used to absolutely destroy me whenever i heard it. This was basically my life for my sophomore and junior year of high school. Every single word and detail of this song applied to my life. I have never felt so alone or depressed.. I lost interest in the things i loved, pulled away from the people i loved and clung to my guitar. Ohh but i would find that feeling so comforting and welcoming..it was the only way i knew how to feel and i completely forgot how true happiness felt like. But everyday i would wear my smile, crack jokes and help my friends through some tough times they were experiencing. I also got into some bad habits that would temporarily cease the pain of living, pretty much. It was quite addicting. I desperately wished for someone to notice, but at the same time for no one to find out. But of course no one did.. until last year. I met some guy and he noticed the first time we hung out. We were sitting on a bench and i looked away and let my guard down for a for a couple seconds and he said “wait. what was that? that look in your eyes.. its so sad. what happened?” The first time i met the kid and he already noticed something my friends now still dont even know about. Of course i didnt exactly tell him, but it was completely obvious i was hiding something. It just felt good to have someone know how i was doing and distract me from my life.

Anyways, ive decided to bold the lyrics that i could relate to most, but i pretty much just highlighted everything hah. Ohh im so so happy that those days are over now.. I am a completely different person now, those past years are now just a distant memory. I have truly found peace within myself.

lovequotesrus:

Photo Courtesy: jamesfrancoco

lovequotesrus:

Photo Courtesy: kusshed

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foreverydayasong:

Breathe Carolina - Blackout (Big Chocolate Remix)

madamegly:

David Guetta - Turn Me On (Lyric Video) ft. Nicki Minaj (por davidguettavevo)